PRE-WEDDING pictures.... On OCT 6 2010

Oct 6 2010 will be the first day I will do really serious stuffs for my wedding.

I am going to take pre-wedding pictures...
Don't know where to do...
But ... I really hate myself...
I look at the MIRROR....

I see the fat...
I don't like myself... why I have so much stuffs on my body that i don't want it.....??? How can I take the good pictures with Kenneth?

Kenneth is handsome, good looking... I don't want to make him look bad on the picture.... but my FAT....

How... ot cover up??? I can't ... especially on my gown....
the shoulders part.... DAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I don't like myself.... I really don't like to let other people tease Kenneth bcoz of my FAT...

Fat makes me look ugly...

I am sorry, Kenneth. I am still trying... I am doing my best... but still NOT good enough....