本來應是十分高興，幸福的事。但是始終放不了那些令自己不快的事，又不可給其他人知道，那只可以將那些事埋藏在心裡，好不容易。
大弟常說我想得太多了，其實不是知道得太多嗎？不是自己想太多。心痛不好過，但這個秘密還是不要公開，可惜，這個秘密跟著我時，BB也要知道了。
我只希望我的眼淚和沉重心情不會影響BB吧了。
神阿，可否幫我這個大忙嗎?不要令BB像我想得太多了!
2012年6月28日星期四
2011年12月31日星期六
Good to have Cookie result back
The week before: I took cookie to vet; cut off the little lump from the corner of the lip. Confirmed it was cancerous lump afterward.
Last week: I took him to do some x-ray in case the cancerous cells already spread. 3 views of X-ray cost a bit but it is ok. Still ok.
Turned out it is not cancerous cells but need further exam.
No cancerous cell is good sign. That means no spreading confirm yet.
Now hope we should only focus to the mouth one.
Cookie, we love you very much.
Last week: I took him to do some x-ray in case the cancerous cells already spread. 3 views of X-ray cost a bit but it is ok. Still ok.
Turned out it is not cancerous cells but need further exam.
No cancerous cell is good sign. That means no spreading confirm yet.
Now hope we should only focus to the mouth one.
Cookie, we love you very much.
2011年12月23日星期五
Craving...
I was craving food. All kinds of food.
Not too sure why the feeling of craving becomes so big.
I really want to eat. But after eating, I feel so sick in my stomach. It is like a cycle.
I started to learn praying before every time I put things into my mouth. Know this can't control my power but have to use God's power.
Hope I won't get too harsh on myself.
Percy
Not too sure why the feeling of craving becomes so big.
I really want to eat. But after eating, I feel so sick in my stomach. It is like a cycle.
I started to learn praying before every time I put things into my mouth. Know this can't control my power but have to use God's power.
Hope I won't get too harsh on myself.
Percy
2011年12月20日星期二
DANIEL PLAN
Gain so much weight after married.
I want to have baby, but too fat, how could I have one?
I am very frustrated! I am not young, time is short and still so fat, how could I have baby?????
I found this new plan, "Daniel Plan". I should go for this.
I will start this Daniel plan in Jan. It will be 1 year plan.
1st, I will have a small group who are willing to support each others, who will pray with each others.
2nd, follow what I need to do.
God gives me this unique body, but I need to learn how to protect and treasure it. I didn't do it in the past 30s years... I should start ASAP.
Would you support me? Please pray for me for the CONTINOUSLY HEART~!..
Love you all!!!
I wil start to have more photos on here soon... I mean ... SOON!!!
As I said, this blog will not stop bcoz of the completed of my wedding, LIFE must go on, I will keep writing it.
Keep coming up here... would you?
I want to have baby, but too fat, how could I have one?
I am very frustrated! I am not young, time is short and still so fat, how could I have baby?????
I found this new plan, "Daniel Plan". I should go for this.
I will start this Daniel plan in Jan. It will be 1 year plan.
1st, I will have a small group who are willing to support each others, who will pray with each others.
2nd, follow what I need to do.
God gives me this unique body, but I need to learn how to protect and treasure it. I didn't do it in the past 30s years... I should start ASAP.
Would you support me? Please pray for me for the CONTINOUSLY HEART~!..
Love you all!!!
I wil start to have more photos on here soon... I mean ... SOON!!!
As I said, this blog will not stop bcoz of the completed of my wedding, LIFE must go on, I will keep writing it.
Keep coming up here... would you?
2011年10月7日星期五
Tips from Cancun Trip
For those who used to follow the blog, sorry... I didn't mean NOT to update that often. So many things to do... just so so so busy......
Last Blog was dated Aug 22 2011. Wow!! Almost 2 months!
We just came back from Cancun, Be accurate! We were at Playa Del Carmen. I had been dreaming to go to RUINS..... Kenneth took me to one of them, and that is one of the new 7 wonders!!! Chichen Itza!!!!
7 days went really fast.... Jet Flied style!
Brief Summary:
Day 1: Arrived. VERY HOT when we were under the sun. We changed to shorts and shorts and shorts (really too hot), then went to Playa Del Carmen downtown by shuttle. Our goal was getting to supermarket!!! End up we went to get something to eat, and walked to "Mega" It is really one of the nicest place to go in Mexico. We bought $1000s peso food and went back Grand Mayan by Taxi.
Day 2: Stayed in Grand Mayan and started our "GET BURN" Program. Sun Block, Cold drink, and wow! Adrian got really RED!! We went back to our suite.... so good to have Kenneth's food after all those BURNING.
Day 3: Stayed in Grand Mayan again, but we were deciding what Excursions we should join.... end up ... we signed up two.
Day 4: We got up REALLY REALLY EARLY to catch the bus. WOW!!! Nice BIG LUXURY BUS.... they promised us we have breakfast... Let me tell you, if you eat SWEET SWEET MUFFIN, DONUT, and something I didn't know what the heck, but SWEET, you would get so hyper!!! We went to Chichen itza (I really didn't know how to pronounce it, so I kept calling it "Chicken pizza" until the guide told us not to say that...)
It was AMAZING!!!! I mean ... one of my dreams to go there... I went there with my Hubby and 2 of my best friends!!!!! So many mysteries. It was so worth it to go there with all those sweats and so less energy... I love it I LOVE IT!! I LOVE IT!!!
Day 5: We went to downtown again... it was GREAT!!! Good that I had my Iphone and finally I could checked Whatsapp with Ka Ho (I wanted to see how Cookie doing since Day 1). We stayed in a place where with FREE WIFI, yeah, it was on the corner of the street. We went to a place for dinner where we had dinner on Day 1. It was so good.... Catus was so good.
Day 6: Snokelling time!!!!!! We got up Early again, yeah, needed to catch the bus. We went to Tulum (another Ruins, but it was at the Shore), then went back to a Eco-Park named "Xel-Ha". It was like a Ecosystem park (natural). We started from beginning of the River... by the time we arrived the downside.... WOW!! 3 hours already. One little incident: Adrian felt so sick after 2 hours... so he had to went off shore to rest. We saw so many different fishes!!!!!!!!
Day 7: Rest day @ resort! After all these days, it was time to clean up our fridge and rest in resort instead going out and going out...PLUS last time SUNBURN!!!!
Day 8: Check out and headed to airport. Good WestJet staff who knew Mavien, Adrian and we were together. They put us in the "EXIT" seats. Do you know "EXIT" seats? longer, bigger... wow! Nice!!!!!! It was our last day of our trip!!!
Overall, it was great!!! It was so great!!!!!! Always feeling so great to have vacation with Kenneth as he planned everything ahead of time, no need to worry anything at all!
Thank Mavien and Adrian for trying their best to keep us company and to try to cook with us. =)
This is my story.
Last Blog was dated Aug 22 2011. Wow!! Almost 2 months!
We just came back from Cancun, Be accurate! We were at Playa Del Carmen. I had been dreaming to go to RUINS..... Kenneth took me to one of them, and that is one of the new 7 wonders!!! Chichen Itza!!!!
7 days went really fast.... Jet Flied style!
Brief Summary:
Day 1: Arrived. VERY HOT when we were under the sun. We changed to shorts and shorts and shorts (really too hot), then went to Playa Del Carmen downtown by shuttle. Our goal was getting to supermarket!!! End up we went to get something to eat, and walked to "Mega" It is really one of the nicest place to go in Mexico. We bought $1000s peso food and went back Grand Mayan by Taxi.
Day 2: Stayed in Grand Mayan and started our "GET BURN" Program. Sun Block, Cold drink, and wow! Adrian got really RED!! We went back to our suite.... so good to have Kenneth's food after all those BURNING.
Day 3: Stayed in Grand Mayan again, but we were deciding what Excursions we should join.... end up ... we signed up two.
Day 4: We got up REALLY REALLY EARLY to catch the bus. WOW!!! Nice BIG LUXURY BUS.... they promised us we have breakfast... Let me tell you, if you eat SWEET SWEET MUFFIN, DONUT, and something I didn't know what the heck, but SWEET, you would get so hyper!!! We went to Chichen itza (I really didn't know how to pronounce it, so I kept calling it "Chicken pizza" until the guide told us not to say that...)
It was AMAZING!!!! I mean ... one of my dreams to go there... I went there with my Hubby and 2 of my best friends!!!!! So many mysteries. It was so worth it to go there with all those sweats and so less energy... I love it I LOVE IT!! I LOVE IT!!!
Day 6: Snokelling time!!!!!! We got up Early again, yeah, needed to catch the bus. We went to Tulum (another Ruins, but it was at the Shore), then went back to a Eco-Park named "Xel-Ha". It was like a Ecosystem park (natural). We started from beginning of the River... by the time we arrived the downside.... WOW!! 3 hours already. One little incident: Adrian felt so sick after 2 hours... so he had to went off shore to rest. We saw so many different fishes!!!!!!!!
Day 7: Rest day @ resort! After all these days, it was time to clean up our fridge and rest in resort instead going out and going out...PLUS last time SUNBURN!!!!
Day 8: Check out and headed to airport. Good WestJet staff who knew Mavien, Adrian and we were together. They put us in the "EXIT" seats. Do you know "EXIT" seats? longer, bigger... wow! Nice!!!!!! It was our last day of our trip!!!
Overall, it was great!!! It was so great!!!!!! Always feeling so great to have vacation with Kenneth as he planned everything ahead of time, no need to worry anything at all!
Thank Mavien and Adrian for trying their best to keep us company and to try to cook with us. =)
This is my story.
2011年8月22日星期一
BUSY MONTH: Aug!
It has been a LONG time since I blogged here.
Aug is a BUSY month. King came back, Chan's family moved to a new house, we had garage sale,etc etc...
I am so tired... Of coz, I always thank Kenneth for helping my family and me without giving me BLACK FACE.
Thank you, Kenneth.
It is not easy for Kenneth that my family moved so closed to us. It is definitely so HARD forme that my family is so closed to me. I can't handle how my mom and I are so closed.
Anyway, I hope 111 Cresane will be sold with a good price soon and everything should be good enough... ONce the old house is sold, my life wll go back NORMAL!!! 1 more week!!!!
Aug is a BUSY month. King came back, Chan's family moved to a new house, we had garage sale,etc etc...
I am so tired... Of coz, I always thank Kenneth for helping my family and me without giving me BLACK FACE.
Thank you, Kenneth.
It is not easy for Kenneth that my family moved so closed to us. It is definitely so HARD forme that my family is so closed to me. I can't handle how my mom and I are so closed.
Anyway, I hope 111 Cresane will be sold with a good price soon and everything should be good enough... ONce the old house is sold, my life wll go back NORMAL!!! 1 more week!!!!
2011年7月27日星期三
Speechless.
It is just not so easy for me.
The Death of my GrandAuntie...
The wedding of my dear cousin...
The misconception between relatives and my family...
The desire of being with Cookie...
All these are in my mind these days... can't think straight, can't think clear...
What can I do?
God planned the family to me with his purpose... I am still learning it after all these years.
I praised to my Lord that I have Kenneth. He is so patient and so calm when I go crazy... Of coz, as usual, he always try to analyze the problem for me...
I love you, Kenneth.
The Death of my GrandAuntie...
The wedding of my dear cousin...
The misconception between relatives and my family...
The desire of being with Cookie...
All these are in my mind these days... can't think straight, can't think clear...
What can I do?
God planned the family to me with his purpose... I am still learning it after all these years.
I praised to my Lord that I have Kenneth. He is so patient and so calm when I go crazy... Of coz, as usual, he always try to analyze the problem for me...
I love you, Kenneth.
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