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2012年7月9日星期一
Hope you know how much I wanna be with u
Cookie,
I don't come to see you not bcoz I don't love you. I just can't do it everyday. My health is not on good condition.
Good to have king be with you as he has more patient to you n know how to take care of you.
Sorry. I have to take care of myself first. If I can't get better, how can I come to see you more often?
Anyway, I want to let you know how much I love you.
I really do.
Love, mom
I don't come to see you not bcoz I don't love you. I just can't do it everyday. My health is not on good condition.
Good to have king be with you as he has more patient to you n know how to take care of you.
Sorry. I have to take care of myself first. If I can't get better, how can I come to see you more often?
Anyway, I want to let you know how much I love you.
I really do.
Love, mom
2012年6月28日星期四
2011年12月31日星期六
Good to have Cookie result back
The week before: I took cookie to vet; cut off the little lump from the corner of the lip. Confirmed it was cancerous lump afterward.
Last week: I took him to do some x-ray in case the cancerous cells already spread. 3 views of X-ray cost a bit but it is ok. Still ok.
Turned out it is not cancerous cells but need further exam.
No cancerous cell is good sign. That means no spreading confirm yet.
Now hope we should only focus to the mouth one.
Cookie, we love you very much.
Last week: I took him to do some x-ray in case the cancerous cells already spread. 3 views of X-ray cost a bit but it is ok. Still ok.
Turned out it is not cancerous cells but need further exam.
No cancerous cell is good sign. That means no spreading confirm yet.
Now hope we should only focus to the mouth one.
Cookie, we love you very much.
2011年12月23日星期五
Craving...
I was craving food. All kinds of food.
Not too sure why the feeling of craving becomes so big.
I really want to eat. But after eating, I feel so sick in my stomach. It is like a cycle.
I started to learn praying before every time I put things into my mouth. Know this can't control my power but have to use God's power.
Hope I won't get too harsh on myself.
Percy
Not too sure why the feeling of craving becomes so big.
I really want to eat. But after eating, I feel so sick in my stomach. It is like a cycle.
I started to learn praying before every time I put things into my mouth. Know this can't control my power but have to use God's power.
Hope I won't get too harsh on myself.
Percy
2011年12月20日星期二
DANIEL PLAN
Gain so much weight after married.
I want to have baby, but too fat, how could I have one?
I am very frustrated! I am not young, time is short and still so fat, how could I have baby?????
I found this new plan, "Daniel Plan". I should go for this.
I will start this Daniel plan in Jan. It will be 1 year plan.
1st, I will have a small group who are willing to support each others, who will pray with each others.
2nd, follow what I need to do.
God gives me this unique body, but I need to learn how to protect and treasure it. I didn't do it in the past 30s years... I should start ASAP.
Would you support me? Please pray for me for the CONTINOUSLY HEART~!..
Love you all!!!
I wil start to have more photos on here soon... I mean ... SOON!!!
As I said, this blog will not stop bcoz of the completed of my wedding, LIFE must go on, I will keep writing it.
Keep coming up here... would you?
I want to have baby, but too fat, how could I have one?
I am very frustrated! I am not young, time is short and still so fat, how could I have baby?????
I found this new plan, "Daniel Plan". I should go for this.
I will start this Daniel plan in Jan. It will be 1 year plan.
1st, I will have a small group who are willing to support each others, who will pray with each others.
2nd, follow what I need to do.
God gives me this unique body, but I need to learn how to protect and treasure it. I didn't do it in the past 30s years... I should start ASAP.
Would you support me? Please pray for me for the CONTINOUSLY HEART~!..
Love you all!!!
I wil start to have more photos on here soon... I mean ... SOON!!!
As I said, this blog will not stop bcoz of the completed of my wedding, LIFE must go on, I will keep writing it.
Keep coming up here... would you?
2011年10月7日星期五
Tips from Cancun Trip
For those who used to follow the blog, sorry... I didn't mean NOT to update that often. So many things to do... just so so so busy......
Last Blog was dated Aug 22 2011. Wow!! Almost 2 months!
We just came back from Cancun, Be accurate! We were at Playa Del Carmen. I had been dreaming to go to RUINS..... Kenneth took me to one of them, and that is one of the new 7 wonders!!! Chichen Itza!!!!
7 days went really fast.... Jet Flied style!
Brief Summary:
Day 1: Arrived. VERY HOT when we were under the sun. We changed to shorts and shorts and shorts (really too hot), then went to Playa Del Carmen downtown by shuttle. Our goal was getting to supermarket!!! End up we went to get something to eat, and walked to "Mega" It is really one of the nicest place to go in Mexico. We bought $1000s peso food and went back Grand Mayan by Taxi.
Day 2: Stayed in Grand Mayan and started our "GET BURN" Program. Sun Block, Cold drink, and wow! Adrian got really RED!! We went back to our suite.... so good to have Kenneth's food after all those BURNING.
Day 3: Stayed in Grand Mayan again, but we were deciding what Excursions we should join.... end up ... we signed up two.
Day 4: We got up REALLY REALLY EARLY to catch the bus. WOW!!! Nice BIG LUXURY BUS.... they promised us we have breakfast... Let me tell you, if you eat SWEET SWEET MUFFIN, DONUT, and something I didn't know what the heck, but SWEET, you would get so hyper!!! We went to Chichen itza (I really didn't know how to pronounce it, so I kept calling it "Chicken pizza" until the guide told us not to say that...)
It was AMAZING!!!! I mean ... one of my dreams to go there... I went there with my Hubby and 2 of my best friends!!!!! So many mysteries. It was so worth it to go there with all those sweats and so less energy... I love it I LOVE IT!! I LOVE IT!!!
Day 5: We went to downtown again... it was GREAT!!! Good that I had my Iphone and finally I could checked Whatsapp with Ka Ho (I wanted to see how Cookie doing since Day 1). We stayed in a place where with FREE WIFI, yeah, it was on the corner of the street. We went to a place for dinner where we had dinner on Day 1. It was so good.... Catus was so good.
Day 6: Snokelling time!!!!!! We got up Early again, yeah, needed to catch the bus. We went to Tulum (another Ruins, but it was at the Shore), then went back to a Eco-Park named "Xel-Ha". It was like a Ecosystem park (natural). We started from beginning of the River... by the time we arrived the downside.... WOW!! 3 hours already. One little incident: Adrian felt so sick after 2 hours... so he had to went off shore to rest. We saw so many different fishes!!!!!!!!
Day 7: Rest day @ resort! After all these days, it was time to clean up our fridge and rest in resort instead going out and going out...PLUS last time SUNBURN!!!!
Day 8: Check out and headed to airport. Good WestJet staff who knew Mavien, Adrian and we were together. They put us in the "EXIT" seats. Do you know "EXIT" seats? longer, bigger... wow! Nice!!!!!! It was our last day of our trip!!!
Overall, it was great!!! It was so great!!!!!! Always feeling so great to have vacation with Kenneth as he planned everything ahead of time, no need to worry anything at all!
Thank Mavien and Adrian for trying their best to keep us company and to try to cook with us. =)
This is my story.
Last Blog was dated Aug 22 2011. Wow!! Almost 2 months!
We just came back from Cancun, Be accurate! We were at Playa Del Carmen. I had been dreaming to go to RUINS..... Kenneth took me to one of them, and that is one of the new 7 wonders!!! Chichen Itza!!!!
7 days went really fast.... Jet Flied style!
Brief Summary:
Day 1: Arrived. VERY HOT when we were under the sun. We changed to shorts and shorts and shorts (really too hot), then went to Playa Del Carmen downtown by shuttle. Our goal was getting to supermarket!!! End up we went to get something to eat, and walked to "Mega" It is really one of the nicest place to go in Mexico. We bought $1000s peso food and went back Grand Mayan by Taxi.
Day 2: Stayed in Grand Mayan and started our "GET BURN" Program. Sun Block, Cold drink, and wow! Adrian got really RED!! We went back to our suite.... so good to have Kenneth's food after all those BURNING.
Day 3: Stayed in Grand Mayan again, but we were deciding what Excursions we should join.... end up ... we signed up two.
Day 4: We got up REALLY REALLY EARLY to catch the bus. WOW!!! Nice BIG LUXURY BUS.... they promised us we have breakfast... Let me tell you, if you eat SWEET SWEET MUFFIN, DONUT, and something I didn't know what the heck, but SWEET, you would get so hyper!!! We went to Chichen itza (I really didn't know how to pronounce it, so I kept calling it "Chicken pizza" until the guide told us not to say that...)
It was AMAZING!!!! I mean ... one of my dreams to go there... I went there with my Hubby and 2 of my best friends!!!!! So many mysteries. It was so worth it to go there with all those sweats and so less energy... I love it I LOVE IT!! I LOVE IT!!!
Day 6: Snokelling time!!!!!! We got up Early again, yeah, needed to catch the bus. We went to Tulum (another Ruins, but it was at the Shore), then went back to a Eco-Park named "Xel-Ha". It was like a Ecosystem park (natural). We started from beginning of the River... by the time we arrived the downside.... WOW!! 3 hours already. One little incident: Adrian felt so sick after 2 hours... so he had to went off shore to rest. We saw so many different fishes!!!!!!!!
Day 7: Rest day @ resort! After all these days, it was time to clean up our fridge and rest in resort instead going out and going out...PLUS last time SUNBURN!!!!
Day 8: Check out and headed to airport. Good WestJet staff who knew Mavien, Adrian and we were together. They put us in the "EXIT" seats. Do you know "EXIT" seats? longer, bigger... wow! Nice!!!!!! It was our last day of our trip!!!
Overall, it was great!!! It was so great!!!!!! Always feeling so great to have vacation with Kenneth as he planned everything ahead of time, no need to worry anything at all!
Thank Mavien and Adrian for trying their best to keep us company and to try to cook with us. =)
This is my story.
2011年8月22日星期一
BUSY MONTH: Aug!
It has been a LONG time since I blogged here.
Aug is a BUSY month. King came back, Chan's family moved to a new house, we had garage sale,etc etc...
I am so tired... Of coz, I always thank Kenneth for helping my family and me without giving me BLACK FACE.
Thank you, Kenneth.
It is not easy for Kenneth that my family moved so closed to us. It is definitely so HARD forme that my family is so closed to me. I can't handle how my mom and I are so closed.
Anyway, I hope 111 Cresane will be sold with a good price soon and everything should be good enough... ONce the old house is sold, my life wll go back NORMAL!!! 1 more week!!!!
Aug is a BUSY month. King came back, Chan's family moved to a new house, we had garage sale,etc etc...
I am so tired... Of coz, I always thank Kenneth for helping my family and me without giving me BLACK FACE.
Thank you, Kenneth.
It is not easy for Kenneth that my family moved so closed to us. It is definitely so HARD forme that my family is so closed to me. I can't handle how my mom and I are so closed.
Anyway, I hope 111 Cresane will be sold with a good price soon and everything should be good enough... ONce the old house is sold, my life wll go back NORMAL!!! 1 more week!!!!
2011年7月27日星期三
Speechless.
It is just not so easy for me.
The Death of my GrandAuntie...
The wedding of my dear cousin...
The misconception between relatives and my family...
The desire of being with Cookie...
All these are in my mind these days... can't think straight, can't think clear...
What can I do?
God planned the family to me with his purpose... I am still learning it after all these years.
I praised to my Lord that I have Kenneth. He is so patient and so calm when I go crazy... Of coz, as usual, he always try to analyze the problem for me...
I love you, Kenneth.
The Death of my GrandAuntie...
The wedding of my dear cousin...
The misconception between relatives and my family...
The desire of being with Cookie...
All these are in my mind these days... can't think straight, can't think clear...
What can I do?
God planned the family to me with his purpose... I am still learning it after all these years.
I praised to my Lord that I have Kenneth. He is so patient and so calm when I go crazy... Of coz, as usual, he always try to analyze the problem for me...
I love you, Kenneth.
2011年7月8日星期五
a Nest
A NEST:
You have to build it.
Find the right location is important too.
Find a right Neighbourhood (in case neighbour doesn't like you, and they take the NEST off your land)
It should be good enough to protect your kids, let them put their heads out and peek around...
Nest don't need to be BIG, but comfy enough to have the whole family live in.
Dearest Kenneth, Thank you for giving me a comfy nest that I can busy around within. Love you always.
Percy
(Notes: this birdy nest is located in 111 not 26.)
2011年6月23日星期四
Not a good day.....
hummm...humm..... That is it....
2011年6月22日星期三
a Break!!!!
Yeah... friends... we are leaving Canada in the end of September... to relax and be honest... to get burn!!!!
Anyway,.... ..... can't wait... not only me.. .I think Kenneth needs it...
2011年6月21日星期二
Peace after frustrated night...
Believe it or not. I miss Mickey quite a bit. I guess I miss Cookie very much. I mean it. When I am alone at home, I really can't stand the quiet. I really can't stand the lonely without any animal with me.
I was being so frustrated yesterday. I had no idea how to speak it out, but cried really hard in front of Kenneth. Kenneth was very frustrated too. Since He didn't know how to help me.
Looking forward to it.
2011年6月15日星期三
Cub Motto: Be prepared.
The following Chinese are published by Matt Chow:
想擁有，先學會失去 (2011 June 13 by 鄒凱光)
其實我們本來就是一無所有，我們的所謂擁有，都只不是過眼雲煙，鏡花水月，能夠享有過，已經心滿意足，你識咁諗，你就不怕失去，你就擁有得最多！你仲未識唔緊要，我有個方法可以介紹俾你，名為「失去演習」I started to prepare all that coming since the time I felt so closed to death. Believe it or not. It was my Granduncle in 2002. He went to hospital for regular check up and surgery and went to heaven in a month. I was the last one who saw his body and zipped his bag. Since then, I started to prepare all the death around me.
Mom always told me that she was going to die soon. Dad went to the door of heaven once. KH almost got killed from some accidents. .... Then, I had to start to prepare Kenneth.... but ... before anyone in my life... I have to prepare "you" to leave me soon...
I was not having you since you were young. You came to my life when you were 4-5 years old? It was not easy for you to adapt into new environment. You were so scared of everything. little sound, little creatures and even our little move... Then you were getting better...
Sorry, Cookie, you can't live with me in my new life. The only thing I can do is coming home to see you as much as I can. I always prepare the worse everyday. The only thing I am praying to LORD is not letting you Suffer in your last stage. I really hope you won't feel any suffer at all. Don't worry. I will be there for you NO MATTER WHAT!!!! I don't wanna regret anything in my life. You are the one thing I may regret. I am sorry, Cookie.
2011年6月14日星期二
FINALLY ..... I have my own card reader
Finally, I made Kenneth to get me a card reader.... I can put more pictures on here .... FINALLY.....
See how great a husband he is...?? He knew my shoes were broken, and he would buy me the new one.
But his shoes were broken, see what he was doing?
he became a SHOE REPAIRER!!! !!!!
In case you didn't see what he was doing, he was using a needle to sew back the broken part....
Thank you, Kenneth.
See how great a husband he is...?? He knew my shoes were broken, and he would buy me the new one.
But his shoes were broken, see what he was doing?
he became a SHOE REPAIRER!!! !!!!
Thank you, Kenneth.
2011年6月3日星期五
Life is still moving on... =)
It was my Birthday. Kenneth was giving me surprises one after one. Thank you Kenneth.
Life after marriage didn't change a lot. Still the same... Nothing really change ...
Kenneth always check around the house to see if anything need to be complained. I always stay in the room as I didn't feel well since I got back from Honeymoon cruise.
Dear friends... Life with someone you love and look up to GOD together... is way EASIER than look up something ourselves. Not walking with GOD may end up go on the wrong path ... and start over again.
Don't waste your time and your energy. Be patience, listen to God, let him guide you, open your eyes... =)
This is how we are trying to do, what about you?
2011年5月25日星期三
After wedding
I promise! I will have the photos on here soon.
I set up this blog, not only for our wedding, but I would like to share our new lives with GOD together. I hope this will inspire some of you to understand why we both are stubborn on something based on our believe!!!
After May 7 2011, Nothing really change much, but feel that my family become BIGGER...
May 10 2011 - May 17, 2011 It was our journey (Honeymoon Cruise) to our 1st TIME.
Disney Cruise: Disney Wonder
It was really amazing. Overall, Shows were good. Food were above avg. Just something really upset Kenneth was the Check-in. Network down at the beginning.
Thanks Daddy for going with us as he was really sea sick and nervous.
Thanks Mommy for going with us as she was still recovering from her illness.
Thanks "Lo Yeah" and "lai Lai" for going with us as they were taking care everything for us as much as possible.
Thanks "4 Koo jeh" & "4 Koo Cheung"for going with us as they were being our parents companions.
Thanks Sandy, Wilson & Cassie for going with us as they were having fun so much with us. =)
Thanks Ivan gor gor for going with us as he was talking DEEP with us and letting us know him more.
Thanks Ka Ho for going with us as being our photographer and being there for me at all time.
After we came back... we were so TIRED. Seriously so tired!!! Sunday was my birthday and Kenneth still had chance to set a party for me. Thanks, my dearest hubby.
now... Dad is gone back to HK. Mom is back in normal and Ka Ho still picks up the work and life back... etc etc... Kenneth is back to normal now...
For me.. some temp jobs are offerred ...and I am still thinking what I should do.
I set up this blog, not only for our wedding, but I would like to share our new lives with GOD together. I hope this will inspire some of you to understand why we both are stubborn on something based on our believe!!!
After May 7 2011, Nothing really change much, but feel that my family become BIGGER...
May 10 2011 - May 17, 2011 It was our journey (Honeymoon Cruise) to our 1st TIME.
Disney Cruise: Disney Wonder
It was really amazing. Overall, Shows were good. Food were above avg. Just something really upset Kenneth was the Check-in. Network down at the beginning.
Thanks Daddy for going with us as he was really sea sick and nervous.
Thanks Mommy for going with us as she was still recovering from her illness.
Thanks "Lo Yeah" and "lai Lai" for going with us as they were taking care everything for us as much as possible.
Thanks "4 Koo jeh" & "4 Koo Cheung"for going with us as they were being our parents companions.
Thanks Sandy, Wilson & Cassie for going with us as they were having fun so much with us. =)
Thanks Ivan gor gor for going with us as he was talking DEEP with us and letting us know him more.
Thanks Ka Ho for going with us as being our photographer and being there for me at all time.
After we came back... we were so TIRED. Seriously so tired!!! Sunday was my birthday and Kenneth still had chance to set a party for me. Thanks, my dearest hubby.
now... Dad is gone back to HK. Mom is back in normal and Ka Ho still picks up the work and life back... etc etc... Kenneth is back to normal now...
For me.. some temp jobs are offerred ...and I am still thinking what I should do.
2011年5月3日星期二
Weather...
Dear God,
I always put the faith in you. I never thought you give me anything bad. By looking at the weather forecast... you may give me rain on my wedding day. I am not too sure it is good or not. I know our land needs the rain, the plants need your water... I am not too sure if I need rain for my wedding...
My Lord, please have the best preparation for us. You know we want the best as we can. I also know you prepare the best for us. Please give me good weather... I don't know if I want "rain" for whenever I am outside. please give us the no rain weather... I don't need SUNNY day, but please help me..
I am praying in the name of Jesus Christ, ~ Amen
I always put the faith in you. I never thought you give me anything bad. By looking at the weather forecast... you may give me rain on my wedding day. I am not too sure it is good or not. I know our land needs the rain, the plants need your water... I am not too sure if I need rain for my wedding...
My Lord, please have the best preparation for us. You know we want the best as we can. I also know you prepare the best for us. Please give me good weather... I don't know if I want "rain" for whenever I am outside. please give us the no rain weather... I don't need SUNNY day, but please help me..
I am praying in the name of Jesus Christ, ~ Amen
| Wednesday May. 4 | Thursday May. 5 | Friday May. 6 | Saturday May. 7 | Sunday May. 8 | Monday May. 9 | |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| Conditions 6am - 6pm |  |  |  | | |  |
| Cloudy with sunny breaks | Mainly sunny | Isolated showers | Isolated showers | Cloudy periods | Sunny | |
| P.O.P. | 40% | 10% | 40% | 40% | 20% | 10% |
| High | 11°C | 14°C | 14°C | 15°C | 14°C | 14°C |
| Low | 4°C | 5°C | 6°C | 6°C | 8°C | 7°C |
| Wind | NW 25 km/h | NW 30 km/h | W 20 km/h | W 10 km/h | NE 10 km/h | SE 10 km/h |
| 24-Hr Rain | - | - | close to 1 mm | 1-3 mm | - | close to 1 mm |
2011年4月27日星期三
11 days left
As most of you guys are exciting with us. Yeah... 11 more days...
but ... what are Kenneth and I doing to prepare this Big day...
Kenneth is painting the house (STILL) 2:47am in the morning....
Percy is ironing for Kenneth and prepare the house 2:48am in the morning...
Sometimes I do feel fear...
afraid of getting married...
afraid of changing my life style.
Once I get married, I know I will have no more pet in my life... I will need to learn how to ignore Kenneth's temper as he is getting more and more bad temper on me lately...
The temper can do... but the pet part.... it will be very difficult for me... Cookie will be my last pet....
11 more days....
11 more days... .... ...
but ... what are Kenneth and I doing to prepare this Big day...
Kenneth is painting the house (STILL) 2:47am in the morning....
Percy is ironing for Kenneth and prepare the house 2:48am in the morning...
Sometimes I do feel fear...
afraid of getting married...
afraid of changing my life style.
Once I get married, I know I will have no more pet in my life... I will need to learn how to ignore Kenneth's temper as he is getting more and more bad temper on me lately...
The temper can do... but the pet part.... it will be very difficult for me... Cookie will be my last pet....
11 more days....
11 more days... .... ...
2011年4月16日星期六
Meeting... meeting...
Meeting at paint lounge.... yeah... with who???
v8!!!
Percy
Church rundown....
Church helper list...
wow!! 走路袋... list too!!! I love it...
Now .... getting ready..
21 more days.....
Prepare.....
v8!!!
Percy
Church rundown....
Church helper list...
wow!! 走路袋... list too!!! I love it...
Now .... getting ready..
21 more days.....
Prepare.....
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