
It had been a tiring weekend for me. I was talking about physically and mentally. Something happened in my family: Connor, one of my dogs passed away. However, I stopped all the planning and focused on him.
I didn't go to fellowship, bcoz Connor was too weak, and I actually cancelled every meeting last friday and stayed home to be with him. He was not doing ok. I praised to Lord that I had enough time to be with him.
Last Fellowship was bible study. Learning from Habakkuk on how to pray to Lord. Even I didn't go to Fellowship, Kenneth went there and called me afterward, and tried to explain and to tell me what he learned during that time.
Saturday, it was the most difficult time by driving Connor to the Vet. Vet saw us arriving and he had everything ready. No one was welcoming us with Smile. Connor went to inside room with VET. Vet put I.V. on him and gave him medicine.
I prayed to Lord and hope things went ok. Kenneth was saying goodbye before we headed to Connor. ... ... ... don't wanna describe too details. I don't wanna cry anymore.
Anyway, Sunday was the 1st recovering day. People came to Kenneth and me to congratulation about the engagement.
Inside me, I was trying my best to hold on my tears. This was very mixed feeling for me.